Ongoing sporadic journal of the overeducated, and underemployed. The title derived from Coupland’s description of cubicle land; the corporate ghetto. Random photos and thoughts. Left the ghetto, never happier. This still a work in progress

28 June 2024

 Nodding -28.06.24


I was  on my nod


She tosses   Her heels bra devices


Poppies and passion


 Filthy-26.06.24

there's some one like me


in your filthy dreams  desire


filthy dreams come true


24 June 2024

 Tango 24.06.24

this intervention

passion cannot be ignored

dance heartbreak tango


20 June 2024

 


Objects in mirror are closer than they appear-19.06.24

rendezvous is set

My back is to the door (Alberto providing special effects in the form of rain bands

Tweaking

Watching the mirror

Tanqueray comes in succession

Before I see she(object of desire/affection/lust) in the mirror

A soft hand presses on mine red nails touch lightly

Then across my back  I leam in)

stopped a reflex (a collection curated from  several continents)

of a  glass flying over my shoulder 

a kiss

a clench

a let’s get out of here

a quiet( not (much longer)

a redemption

transubstantiation

a Transfiguration

Objects in mirror are closer than they appear



10 June 2024

 Voicemail.com-10.24

chambering a round

I  heard just cut me in half

vision of the void


08 June 2024

 Obliterated-09.06.24

Walking(catwalk strut)  over 

All art is pain

Life is suffering

She speaks 

She slides glasses onto table(single malt rocks round ice cubes)

Still here we are 

Again

Obliterated :: to remove from existence


0bliterated

To rise


 Close .08.06.24

 

when I close my eyes

 

are we still close I don't know

 

 

because I see you

06 June 2024

 Shadow play-06.06.24

Laying here sharing a Gitane (only shoplift the best)

shadow puppets by candle light

Living

in shadows of the city

On

Cigarettes

coffee

Music

Art

And

each other

Shadow puppets : are figures that are placed between a light and a screen.

Shadow puppets  in the night


02 June 2024

 Sound-02.06.24

beautiful  music

it’s not playing so  you say

wow how sad for you


01 June 2024


Empty-01.06.24

That  scar on your inner thigh( north star )

taste of your kiss(bliss)

Bittersweet(you belong to him)

Passion(a pyre)

And

Regret(do you tell him everything? anything?)

walking by so early

the place

we

shared

coffee

smoke(laughing like children)

tenderness(lust and affection)

now

empty

Empty: containing nothing; not filled or occupied


31 May 2024

 Stormy—31.05.24


to the  rendezvous


thunder and lightning sound


the storm is coming


25 May 2024

 Crashing-25.05.24

I know that

Look in her eyes

I am going to its a fast ride

must get squirrel  and moose

Growling in my ear

Engine revving

Whisper to as scream

from terror to euphoria

Pop the clutch!

No one’s steering

Fish tailing

Catching traction

Launching into

That  wall 

knew in the

Beginning

The end

Crashing : The effect you get when a stimulative substance (Drugs, alcohol, caffeine, person ) wears off/. When crashing, you'll suddenly feel very tired and/or sad. 2)it involved in an accident, usually a serious one in which the vehicle is damaged, and someone is hurt

I am always crashing

The insane beautiful car


 Need a double-25.05.24


that damn  song comes on


a gut punch   every fucking time


yes. wish you were here


24 May 2024

 Colours-24.05.24

Shit is hitting hard

Music got vivid  Colour


I have a some soul


23 May 2024

 Swim free-23.05.24

Raise your trident high


Mermaid liberation  cell


Mermaids swimming  free


22 May 2024

 Talk-19.05.24

Out of the blues into the pink

Pink Spider legs pulling me into her pink web

Love is sanctuary

fashionable, spoiled, sexy, emotional, and often distraught to the breaking point


Talk: give information or express ideas or feelings; converse  22)To confess, especially implicating others.


We never talked much anyway

Yet here we are 03:00

You want to 

talk


09 May 2024

Seen-09.05.24

You people 

wouldn’t believe what I ‘ve seen

looking for Camus

in Algeria

smoking opium with Bedouins

blue Saint ascending into bliss

me

descending into hell

in the village 

the insides

of

jails

of

hospitals

of

skies

of

hearts

ecstatic dancers  conjuring divinity

sacred rivers

Thames, Spree, Tiber, Phraya, Vrishaba, Seine, Hudson

a woman on fire

 have you

Seen : past participle of see c[2): it is a response you give when someone tells you something 3): to see and be noticed by important people.

seen 

me?





05 May 2024

 That flavour-05.05.24

I can still taste lips.

I never should have tasted

don't hunt love it’s there


03 May 2024

 vidi vici veni-03.05.24

why are you worried?

Your element

Tall  buildings 

Holding back 

AI

Miscalculating 

futures

causing 

Lorries to

Run over ducklings

consulted the oracle 

magic eight ball

“as I see it yes”

vidi vici veni


02 May 2024

 unky’s 2.5.24

Think us romantic

We’re just addicted love

Mainlining sex  each other