Ongoing sporadic journal of the overeducated, and underemployed. The title derived from Coupland’s description of cubicle land; the corporate ghetto. Random photos and thoughts. Left the ghetto, never happier. This still a work in progress

27 November 2024

 Dream in a dreaming-17.11.24

All she ever was 

me dreaming

she felt just like  a dream


lost

No way home 

Revelation

NIN & Amy 

On turntable 

crash

after we smash

perchance 

to 

Dream: a series of thoughts, images, and sensations occurring in a person's mind during sleep. 2) the thing life wants to crush 3) a vision on long legs

dream


 Psyhchomancy-26.11.24

psychomancy us

you starkers on kitchen floor

union of  our souls


 ·      escape-24.11.24

·      yes, I know you say

·      antichrist in stilettos

·      escape plan coffee

 ·      escape-24.11.24

·      yes, I know you say

·      antichrist in stilettos

·      escape plan coffee

19 November 2024

 Fragment-19.11.24

sending a love letter

by roman candle

exploding across the night sky 

Read it

Whilst 

everyone goes awe


 • Paper airplane-19. 11.24

a paper airplane


Manifesto written on


Hoping you find it


18 November 2024

 Satyr-17.11.24

Siren’s song

Changed 

sad

Not sure 

Whoever she’s swimming  with

Is worthy

Satyr listening 

traded

L119A2

for 

wine skin 

 books

art

Call out 

Confused hurt song answers

Satyr 

Her love would 

Be better than 

wine

on  shore

wine is all there is

Satyr : f lustful, drunken wild gods fond of Dionysian revelry a man with a goat's ears, tail, legs.

satyr



 Dream in a dreaming-17.11.24

All she ever was 

me dreaming

she felt just like  a dream

 

lost

No way home 

Revelation

NIN & Amy

On turntable 

crash

after we smash

perchance 

to 

Dream: a series of thoughts, images, and sensations occurring in a person's mind during sleep. 2) the thing life wants to crush 3) a vision on long legs

dream

12 November 2024

 Rock-11.11.24

you’re my rock-raspy voice

Seriously?

I feel hollow 

propping  you up 

Is all that keeps me up  

 just empty

But what 

I have is yours

don’t owe us

A thing

you get us stoned

Rock: stone · 2. a piece of crack cocaine  3. )AKA "rock'n 'roll".  · 4.)to be cool.  5)you feel that you can depend on them and that they will always support you. : 

Morphing into rock

11 November 2024

                                                               trident-11.11.24

raise your trident high

mermaid army is ready

support of sisters

08 November 2024

 Love vandals-8.11.24

 fragments 

rode in a pink flamingo

Tiger green eyes glowing 

From a fire within 

A break from

High cost of living theatre

ä Break from the reign of 

 ordinary

Destroying reality

Destroying space 

Destroying time 

To swim in 

the clear light

Vandal: a person who deliberately destroys or damages public or private property 2)Germanic people that ravaged Gaul, Spain, and North Africa in the 4th–5th centuries and sacked Rome in AD 455.

Love vandals


04 November 2024

 Friends-04.11.24

I feel us changing

this  evolution of us

from lover to friend

03 November 2024

 Dia de los Muertos-02.11.24 03:00

medicine

Aways brings closer(an elixir wrought by shamans and outlaws

Give my love

To the angel of death(never  takes me)

The veil

betwixt living and dead

fiction

Give us your hand

 no words  

needed

Angel of Death was our favourite lover

But today 

Punk Orpheus and Eurydice

All Soul’s Day: Catholic holiday when the living remember our beloved deceased family and friend AKA Dia de los Muertos

redemption and resurrection


Dia de los Muertos


02 November 2024

 All souls day-24

where the hell  were you

 

 when I fell from grace last time

 

just lost in that  space

29 October 2024

 tired of loving blues-29.06.19

revolving doors

spinning me out

taking me nowhere

too cold here

tired of loving blues

just a sacred cow  chewing poppies

demons run hot 

Angel went cold

Angel 

gone 

tired of loving blues

too dark?

too hot?

tired of loving blues

strange vibe 

Crow watches over me

crow symbol signifies wisdom. A symbol of life magic and mysteries.

tired of loving blues

 message

stay sexy don’t die

 safeties off 

one in the chamber

tired of loving blues

arm full  of medicine

head full of menace

tired of loving blues


28 October 2024

 • use-28.10.24

she's my  heroine


she's my heroin fix too


simply put  my muse


24 October 2024

 Magic 8 ball-24.10.24

Princess Turandot

Riddles

And

Ice

Magic 8 ball

Will  princess Turandot

Surrender

To the tyranny of lust?

The Magic 8 Ball is a plastic sphere, made to look like an oversized eight ball , that is used for fortune-telling or seeking advice

Reply hazy

Magic 8 Ball is all knowing


 just empty-23.10.24

03:00 wake in sweat

reaching  for me pistol 

This is not my survival alarm

I realise

 call last year this time and day

You had left the building

first love

first face I saw

still miss you

kiss the blue saint for me.

it’s been a year I have no words

just empty place

Empty ;containing nothing; not filled or occupied.

just empty


19 October 2024

 saytr-23.10,24

I wake up I am not at peace

Nothing but alone

Singing a hymn to Aphrodite

nymph gone with the night

Dionysus commands

In Greek mythology, the half-man, half-goat were nature spirits connected to the gods Dionysus and Pan

Satyr

waits  

wine skin

at beach

satyr


16 October 2024

 contemplating-18.10.24

contemplating 

muse 

improbity of existence 

mysteries of her landing strip

we communicate in dreams

blue bunny calling me

But double moon and we need to play

hot mess 

Blows up

iPhone

aeries full moon she  says

passion

intense

contemplating  

being nothingness and the fine art of seduction

sacred journeys

to another  level of consciousness 

Contemplation, which is when you focus intently on a question, idea, religious concept or muse

Muse contemplates the complications of a lover

Contemplating 

Psychomancy

Absurdity

Union of souls