31.08.15 chemistry
do you believe
in
love at first sight
do you believe
in
spontaneous combustion
do you believe
in
rolling the dice
do you believe
in
me
31 August 2015
29 August 2015
28 August 2015
28.08.15
if angel’s should
fall
into
my underground haunt
into
the
land
of
shadows and nods
would angel realise
this vampyre
is her protection
for this dark fantasy
do angels know
the pleasures
of
demon lovers
do angels know the freedom
of
not caring
do angels know the joy
of
surrendering to
pure pleasure
27 August 2015
26 August 2015
25 August 2015
24 August 2015
21 August 2015
20 August 2015
20.08.15
She ‘s so faraway
and
I kind of need her
She’s so faraway
I am drinking coffee
and
I kind of need her
She’s off in her castle
And I kind of need her
She’s here when she needs me
And
I kind of need her
She’s so faraway
On her Island
And
I kind of need her
She’s so far away
When ever
I need her
19 August 2015
The letters Game
This was our Monday thing, meeting, and debriefing each other on our weekend. Here Kiev coffee shop. “Lottie” I greet her sitting at her table. A tall stack of papers paper she is editing. Blue and red pens. She looks tired.
“Are you editing the Talmud?” I ask,
Lottie groggily answers “Dr. C’s autobiography.”
“Because sex on demand isn’t enough? Now you're his slave!”
“I want to do this!” Lottie insists.
“I hate this game?” I say
“What game? “Lottie asks.
“The letters game I am pretty sure you’re not into his nebbish, corpulent, little myopic geezer. He has multiple ex-wives, at least 20 years older, than you. He feeds you shite about how his dedication to his lofty ideas has cost him a normal life. You have of course romatized those ideals. You turn a blind eye to the inconstancies’. You’re actually doing most of the work here for him.” I say
“How do you know this?” Lottie demands
“How do you not; it's a bloody campus favourite” I answer.
“I am way behind “ Lottie says anxiously
What’s the payment for your labour? An hour of his attention maybe a footnote in this Autobiography, because I can assure when you talent reaches its peak he will take credit for “having “mentored “you, and the length seems more a appropriate for a PM, than an untenured Prof.” I say. I sit down to my coffee. I am about to Change the subject when I notice Lottie’s eyes go wide looking at something over my shoulder, so
I spin around its Doctor Charlatan.
“Charlotte, if this was beyond your capabilities why didn’t you tell me! You’re being foolish pretending! Doctor C says much too loudly. I stand up. I am in a black leather jacket and jeans. Dr charlatan is in a tweed jacket and corduroy’s, as if straight from central casting. “Say it again” I say not shouting, but in a low measured voice.
Doctor Charlatan actually repeats himself. I bring an open palm left across his face, which draws blood from his lip in the same low voice ”Say it again.” Doctor charlatan actually repeats himself again. I bring my right drawing blood again. “You never going to get tenure little man, you’re too bloody stupid”. I turn my back to him. He doesn’t have the nerve to try anything pick my cup up and it spills. “I am sorry “ I say, but can’t help laughing. Doctor Charlatan gathers the papers and scurries out like a cockroach when lights are turned on.
I look at Lottie the spell has been broken. “How could have been so stupid!” she says sounding fatigued
I flip a twenty down, and say “I’ll be back in 5, I need a cigarette; get something to eat. “
“Don’t hurt him,” Lottie pleads hitting me with her baby blues. A nice English Lit major from Romania. She is tan, and healthy. A stark contrast to me and my friends in the Village. She was waitressing at the club where I was a chucker. A brief romance turned into a deep friendship, with the way we both went through lovers this was better. In our brief Romance the Kiev was Sunday morning . It turned into friends on Monday morning talking about the weekend . I have this on my mind as I go out past Sergei at the counter. I step out into the crisp autumn morning I easily gain on doctor Charlatan I catch the door to the Volvo, and say ” Cunt this is what’s going to happen Lottie gets an “A”, and you fuck-off or, I will cut off your tiny prick.” I pull my switchblade to make my point.
“So your fucking her too” Charlatan asks. I grab his arm and twist. He screams. .
“Not to mention the Dean might have strong opinions on your extra curricular activities” I say releasing his arm.
He recoils trying to move into passengers seat. Screaming “OK !OK! “
I slam the door and walk back to Lottie. She interrogates without a word.
“Doctor Charlatan is OK, She starts crying from relief, or regret I pull my chair next to her and hold her until passes. “No games here, I am worst or, me for better. I take care of my friends.
This was our Monday thing, meeting, and debriefing each other on our weekend. Here Kiev coffee shop. “Lottie” I greet her sitting at her table. A tall stack of papers paper she is editing. Blue and red pens. She looks tired.
“Are you editing the Talmud?” I ask,
Lottie groggily answers “Dr. C’s autobiography.”
“Because sex on demand isn’t enough? Now you're his slave!”
“I want to do this!” Lottie insists.
“I hate this game?” I say
“What game? “Lottie asks.
“The letters game I am pretty sure you’re not into his nebbish, corpulent, little myopic geezer. He has multiple ex-wives, at least 20 years older, than you. He feeds you shite about how his dedication to his lofty ideas has cost him a normal life. You have of course romatized those ideals. You turn a blind eye to the inconstancies’. You’re actually doing most of the work here for him.” I say
“How do you know this?” Lottie demands
“How do you not; it's a bloody campus favourite” I answer.
“I am way behind “ Lottie says anxiously
What’s the payment for your labour? An hour of his attention maybe a footnote in this Autobiography, because I can assure when you talent reaches its peak he will take credit for “having “mentored “you, and the length seems more a appropriate for a PM, than an untenured Prof.” I say. I sit down to my coffee. I am about to Change the subject when I notice Lottie’s eyes go wide looking at something over my shoulder, so
I spin around its Doctor Charlatan.
“Charlotte, if this was beyond your capabilities why didn’t you tell me! You’re being foolish pretending! Doctor C says much too loudly. I stand up. I am in a black leather jacket and jeans. Dr charlatan is in a tweed jacket and corduroy’s, as if straight from central casting. “Say it again” I say not shouting, but in a low measured voice.
Doctor Charlatan actually repeats himself. I bring an open palm left across his face, which draws blood from his lip in the same low voice ”Say it again.” Doctor charlatan actually repeats himself again. I bring my right drawing blood again. “You never going to get tenure little man, you’re too bloody stupid”. I turn my back to him. He doesn’t have the nerve to try anything pick my cup up and it spills. “I am sorry “ I say, but can’t help laughing. Doctor Charlatan gathers the papers and scurries out like a cockroach when lights are turned on.
I look at Lottie the spell has been broken. “How could have been so stupid!” she says sounding fatigued
I flip a twenty down, and say “I’ll be back in 5, I need a cigarette; get something to eat. “
“Don’t hurt him,” Lottie pleads hitting me with her baby blues. A nice English Lit major from Romania. She is tan, and healthy. A stark contrast to me and my friends in the Village. She was waitressing at the club where I was a chucker. A brief romance turned into a deep friendship, with the way we both went through lovers this was better. In our brief Romance the Kiev was Sunday morning . It turned into friends on Monday morning talking about the weekend . I have this on my mind as I go out past Sergei at the counter. I step out into the crisp autumn morning I easily gain on doctor Charlatan I catch the door to the Volvo, and say ” Cunt this is what’s going to happen Lottie gets an “A”, and you fuck-off or, I will cut off your tiny prick.” I pull my switchblade to make my point.
“So your fucking her too” Charlatan asks. I grab his arm and twist. He screams. .
“Not to mention the Dean might have strong opinions on your extra curricular activities” I say releasing his arm.
He recoils trying to move into passengers seat. Screaming “OK !OK! “
I slam the door and walk back to Lottie. She interrogates without a word.
“Doctor Charlatan is OK, She starts crying from relief, or regret I pull my chair next to her and hold her until passes. “No games here, I am worst or, me for better. I take care of my friends.
16 August 2015
15 August 2015
Breakfast with Tour Guide
“Elisie is your breakfast not to your liking?” I asked. She was picking at an omelet. I was having a glass of wine. She was clearly on edge refused a Xanax, or a Bloody Mary.
“Chechnyanian’s are never coming back.” I said. Drinking more wine. The quiet patio belies the battle last night. Cerberus leaves nothing to waste.
“We will have several visitors today, love, if you like you’re size 2” I ask.
She nods in last night’s dress, and heels.
“I have some sports wear up stair’s and some flats’ up stairs first room on your right. There’s a connected bath. If you like you can change. Elisie nods goes up stairs. He first of the visitors arrives. I buzz in Pablo from my gate Cerberus inspects lets me know he has a Glock, Pablo waves
and say’s “What you know good home’s?”
“I got 4 G wagon’s, as promised, you have the cash?
I am good 4 late model Humvees, right?
Around back keys in the ignition. Pablo tosses a bag of cash at me I can trust him, as I killed his partner. He call’s on his cousins to help drive the cars to the chop shop. I can see them going across he lawn, the “Maria’s I call them he knows I prefer women around. All the cars leave in different directions. Elisie comes down the stars in a sundress, which shows off her slim figure and augmented breasts, and the same sky-high heels she is auditioning.
“The make and clothing to your liking?” I ask her
“Oh yes, everything very good” She answers.
Sitting next to me leaning on me.
Cerberus warns. I see him Andrei, suit gold chains no tie brief case, and empty duffle.
“Cash” he I ask. He reaches into his pocket. Slides the cash towards me a slowly
I give it to Elisie to count “ 6 AKS 3 Glock, Cerberus show him” I say. Cerberus always amazes Andrei.
A tall figure enters as Andrei leaves. He claps his hands together, and Say’s “Marc Anthony introduce me to you new pet.”
“Elisie this the Prince of Lies, Prince of darkness, Devil, Satan, Lucifer. Or as call him the repo man.” I said. Elisie looks anxious.
“You may call me, Nick, my dear” bowing slightly. Say what you will he is charming. Elisie, is not buying it; smart girl.
“What is repo Man?” she asks confused.
“When you fail to make payments on a vehicle the bank has a right to repossession , or take possession again, take back. Nicky here goes were ever there is pain misery , and suffering to take souls. “
“Speaking of taking souls Marc Anthony How long do you plan to be on surface this time? You have responsibilities , another Macedonian, didn’t your adventure with Cleo teach you anything? “You know she’s in Santa Monica, with a couple of kids and a mortal, ” the Repo man said. I was trying to picture her with a mini van, but couldn’t.
“She modeled and was in videos, she is as always stunning, have you lost interest in your new pet yet?” Repo man continues, smiling.
“Why are you here?” I ask the Repo man.
“I am hunting you and your pets will accompany me.” The Repo man answers.’
I signal Cerberus, and Elisie we follow thee Repo man to G wagon. Not sure why he wants an audience other, than he is vanity personified.
First stop rub and tug the repo man signals over the management who obey, not knowing why. Repo man touches them on the back the head there touches them on the back of the head, there’s a blinding flash of light, Repo man puts the ball of light into the brief case. This goes on all night the Repo man really has a stash he drops at my house and leaves this plane.
“Elisie is your breakfast not to your liking?” I asked. She was picking at an omelet. I was having a glass of wine. She was clearly on edge refused a Xanax, or a Bloody Mary.
“Chechnyanian’s are never coming back.” I said. Drinking more wine. The quiet patio belies the battle last night. Cerberus leaves nothing to waste.
“We will have several visitors today, love, if you like you’re size 2” I ask.
She nods in last night’s dress, and heels.
“I have some sports wear up stair’s and some flats’ up stairs first room on your right. There’s a connected bath. If you like you can change. Elisie nods goes up stairs. He first of the visitors arrives. I buzz in Pablo from my gate Cerberus inspects lets me know he has a Glock, Pablo waves
and say’s “What you know good home’s?”
“I got 4 G wagon’s, as promised, you have the cash?
I am good 4 late model Humvees, right?
Around back keys in the ignition. Pablo tosses a bag of cash at me I can trust him, as I killed his partner. He call’s on his cousins to help drive the cars to the chop shop. I can see them going across he lawn, the “Maria’s I call them he knows I prefer women around. All the cars leave in different directions. Elisie comes down the stars in a sundress, which shows off her slim figure and augmented breasts, and the same sky-high heels she is auditioning.
“The make and clothing to your liking?” I ask her
“Oh yes, everything very good” She answers.
Sitting next to me leaning on me.
Cerberus warns. I see him Andrei, suit gold chains no tie brief case, and empty duffle.
“Cash” he I ask. He reaches into his pocket. Slides the cash towards me a slowly
I give it to Elisie to count “ 6 AKS 3 Glock, Cerberus show him” I say. Cerberus always amazes Andrei.
A tall figure enters as Andrei leaves. He claps his hands together, and Say’s “Marc Anthony introduce me to you new pet.”
“Elisie this the Prince of Lies, Prince of darkness, Devil, Satan, Lucifer. Or as call him the repo man.” I said. Elisie looks anxious.
“You may call me, Nick, my dear” bowing slightly. Say what you will he is charming. Elisie, is not buying it; smart girl.
“What is repo Man?” she asks confused.
“When you fail to make payments on a vehicle the bank has a right to repossession , or take possession again, take back. Nicky here goes were ever there is pain misery , and suffering to take souls. “
“Speaking of taking souls Marc Anthony How long do you plan to be on surface this time? You have responsibilities , another Macedonian, didn’t your adventure with Cleo teach you anything? “You know she’s in Santa Monica, with a couple of kids and a mortal, ” the Repo man said. I was trying to picture her with a mini van, but couldn’t.
“She modeled and was in videos, she is as always stunning, have you lost interest in your new pet yet?” Repo man continues, smiling.
“Why are you here?” I ask the Repo man.
“I am hunting you and your pets will accompany me.” The Repo man answers.’
I signal Cerberus, and Elisie we follow thee Repo man to G wagon. Not sure why he wants an audience other, than he is vanity personified.
First stop rub and tug the repo man signals over the management who obey, not knowing why. Repo man touches them on the back the head there touches them on the back of the head, there’s a blinding flash of light, Repo man puts the ball of light into the brief case. This goes on all night the Repo man really has a stash he drops at my house and leaves this plane.
14 August 2015
12 August 2015
Dinner with the tour guide
Elisie cling to me a frightened smile, and eyes that simultaneously said don’t hurt. And take me. The EMT was running to the Chechnyanian.
“Elisie put my shades on now and watch I said softly, but firmly. She slips them on watches the Chechnyanian. The EMT props him up then puts his hand on the back of his head. There is a blinding flash.
Elisie wasn’t that most beautiful thing you’ve ever seen? I ask she is removing the gasses. I steer to the car
“What was that? She asks her accented voice a mixture of awe, and fear.
I walk her to my car .I press my finger on lips. “Love I will explain I say placing her in passenger seat. Then as I start the car put the top down, and the ’65 Lincoln Continental eases out of the car park. She is figuring out the satellite radio finds dance music, but she is still anxious.
“Love what you saw was the Chechnyanian’s soul. Every soul is this beautiful. Your soul is probably even more beautiful. “ I say.
“The EMT take it?” she demands
“That was Lou, Lucifer, Satan, “ I said.
“You are not scared?” she asked incredulously.
“I stole his dog,” I answer laughing.
We pull up to my place. Recognition flashes across her face. Elisie was here last week. When we met.
Cerberus runs to greet me. Elisie pets and kisses him blissfully unaware, that her new friend is factually the hound from hell.
“Elisie last week when we met somebody picked you up in the morning; Chechnyanians?” I ask. She looks at the ground, and nods yes.
“They’re on heir way, come with me she follows heels clicking. We walk to the pool house.
“You will be safe here, no mater what you hear you don’t come out. I will be back. She points at Cerberus, “No, I need him.” but we will come back for you
The Chechnyanians burst the door as on cue. I assume my true form bursting through my clothes to 9-foot tall 25 stone fangs and all, Cerberus goes from pit bull to 3 heads the Chechnyanians start emptying AK47’s on us. We charge. Cerberus eats one first, but there’s plenty to go around I drain he eats.
We make sure no one survived quickly go inside and morph back to human, and canine. Go to the pool house. I open the door, and Elisie is wielding a floor lamp. I laughingly plead, “Please don’t hurt me.”
Elisie drops lamp and hugs me.
“They no hurt you,” she asks inspecting me, then looking over Cerberus.
“They no hurt anyone again.” I answer. I am think there’s bling, guns and, 2 Humvees to sell tomorrow.
“”I can cook she, you hungry?” Elisie announces. I beg off saying I have eaten earlier, but tell her to go in the kitchen and prepare whatever she would like. I am happy I remembered to stock kitchen, with human food.
Elisie cling to me a frightened smile, and eyes that simultaneously said don’t hurt. And take me. The EMT was running to the Chechnyanian.
“Elisie put my shades on now and watch I said softly, but firmly. She slips them on watches the Chechnyanian. The EMT props him up then puts his hand on the back of his head. There is a blinding flash.
Elisie wasn’t that most beautiful thing you’ve ever seen? I ask she is removing the gasses. I steer to the car
“What was that? She asks her accented voice a mixture of awe, and fear.
I walk her to my car .I press my finger on lips. “Love I will explain I say placing her in passenger seat. Then as I start the car put the top down, and the ’65 Lincoln Continental eases out of the car park. She is figuring out the satellite radio finds dance music, but she is still anxious.
“Love what you saw was the Chechnyanian’s soul. Every soul is this beautiful. Your soul is probably even more beautiful. “ I say.
“The EMT take it?” she demands
“That was Lou, Lucifer, Satan, “ I said.
“You are not scared?” she asked incredulously.
“I stole his dog,” I answer laughing.
We pull up to my place. Recognition flashes across her face. Elisie was here last week. When we met.
Cerberus runs to greet me. Elisie pets and kisses him blissfully unaware, that her new friend is factually the hound from hell.
“Elisie last week when we met somebody picked you up in the morning; Chechnyanians?” I ask. She looks at the ground, and nods yes.
“They’re on heir way, come with me she follows heels clicking. We walk to the pool house.
“You will be safe here, no mater what you hear you don’t come out. I will be back. She points at Cerberus, “No, I need him.” but we will come back for you
The Chechnyanians burst the door as on cue. I assume my true form bursting through my clothes to 9-foot tall 25 stone fangs and all, Cerberus goes from pit bull to 3 heads the Chechnyanians start emptying AK47’s on us. We charge. Cerberus eats one first, but there’s plenty to go around I drain he eats.
We make sure no one survived quickly go inside and morph back to human, and canine. Go to the pool house. I open the door, and Elisie is wielding a floor lamp. I laughingly plead, “Please don’t hurt me.”
Elisie drops lamp and hugs me.
“They no hurt you,” she asks inspecting me, then looking over Cerberus.
“They no hurt anyone again.” I answer. I am think there’s bling, guns and, 2 Humvees to sell tomorrow.
“”I can cook she, you hungry?” Elisie announces. I beg off saying I have eaten earlier, but tell her to go in the kitchen and prepare whatever she would like. I am happy I remembered to stock kitchen, with human food.
10 August 2015
10.08.15
When she talk’s
She talks of Him
only in moments of weakness,
does she need me now
She never learns
So she always
Calls
Watching her speak
I see
I see
Her hands
Have lives of their own
She tells me
He
is a great scholar
He
is a genius
only in moments
does she need me now
does she need me now?
does she need me now?
Tour Guide Gets a Drink
“Chechnyanian you frighten me not. The regimental tattoo a warning; they call me the Captain, the English, and of course Marc Anthony. Think of this as a warning. I get that you're her boyfriend / manager. Understand, that, I am Vampyric walking study in demonology, and a tour guide in hell.
Cursed by Cleopatra a was a member of the Ptolemaic dynasty, a family of Macedonian Greek origin that ruled Egypt after Alexander the Great's death during the Hellenistic period. The Ptolemies, throughout their dynasty, spoke Greek, and refused to speak Egyptian. When she committed suicide; she cursued me to roam, and fight for eternity.
She was the world first supermodel, beautiful promiscuous, and strung out Affairs with my cousin Julius. So beautiful my wife Octavia wanted her blood, and her brother Octavos She was my type crazy, sexy, cool.
I have been to hell so many times. I am a tour guide there.
I have been fighting for 2 millennium. There is no way you survive I saw you call for help if you think they have improved on he gang I ran with Clodius Pulcher, you’re insane. I get it she was trafficked, but I fancy her, I now own her contract. , And you can walk out or be carried, either way works for me. The Captain said. Signaling for 2 pints
The Chechnyanian stands up, ‘6”6 maybe 20 stone. He reaches inside is jacket. The Captain stands bringing the full pint mug fast and connecting on the jawline and shattering. The Chechnyanian.
“Elisie lets leave bartender dialing 911, and she should see all that blood I hit the jugular. Macedonia always did have the most beautiful women.”
Elisie has a frightened smile as she hooks her arm in the Captain’s.
“Chechnyanian you frighten me not. The regimental tattoo a warning; they call me the Captain, the English, and of course Marc Anthony. Think of this as a warning. I get that you're her boyfriend / manager. Understand, that, I am Vampyric walking study in demonology, and a tour guide in hell.
Cursed by Cleopatra a was a member of the Ptolemaic dynasty, a family of Macedonian Greek origin that ruled Egypt after Alexander the Great's death during the Hellenistic period. The Ptolemies, throughout their dynasty, spoke Greek, and refused to speak Egyptian. When she committed suicide; she cursued me to roam, and fight for eternity.
She was the world first supermodel, beautiful promiscuous, and strung out Affairs with my cousin Julius. So beautiful my wife Octavia wanted her blood, and her brother Octavos She was my type crazy, sexy, cool.
I have been to hell so many times. I am a tour guide there.
I have been fighting for 2 millennium. There is no way you survive I saw you call for help if you think they have improved on he gang I ran with Clodius Pulcher, you’re insane. I get it she was trafficked, but I fancy her, I now own her contract. , And you can walk out or be carried, either way works for me. The Captain said. Signaling for 2 pints
The Chechnyanian stands up, ‘6”6 maybe 20 stone. He reaches inside is jacket. The Captain stands bringing the full pint mug fast and connecting on the jawline and shattering. The Chechnyanian.
“Elisie lets leave bartender dialing 911, and she should see all that blood I hit the jugular. Macedonia always did have the most beautiful women.”
Elisie has a frightened smile as she hooks her arm in the Captain’s.
09 August 2015
07 August 2015
07.08.15
When I met
You
You
Belonged to no one
And
everyone
The soul of a pink spider
Morally Flexible and fluid
You
kept saying you were tired of feeling crazy
when you broke
I threw the pieces across the sky
They sparkled and became
Thousands’ of stars
I
Ride faraway from the city and look at the bright
Stars you
Have
become
06 August 2015
05 August 2015
05.08.15 later
raw, wild, and hungry
in my prime, desired
and angry
in my crosshairs
but
too vain to know
my shots are clean
My shots are final
You say you’re genius
But
Sitting on a glass wand in the wind
You can’t feel me calculating wind and drop
You’re already dead
little man
one more
bullet
one less
sod
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