Just Be
 You know some people meet at Starbucks’s or a neighbourhood pub.” Blair says gentling chiding me
 “Not us, we’re originals’” I answer, giving the bartender our drink order. The drinks materialise complicated Martini’s, and while this isn’t a craft cocktail lounge by any stretch of imagination we’re good tippers’ she produces a black credit card, and signals for a second round.
 “Love I haven’t even finished this,” I say sipping my Martini
 “I didn’t just walk into this movie,” Blair says laughing. “Still the little mousy one. I don’t get it!” Blair says laughing drinking her martini. She grabs my phone “Looks like 72 hours. I love this; I miss you, that’s all it took?! Tell me about this “big man”, who owns her?”
“I can do better give me my phone,” I answer. I pull up a TED talk, and hand her my phone. "She watches and says 15 years older than you 20 years than her. Less hair, but he’s accomplished and she’s rolling in daddy issues. I have a question, how do you know this? Certainly, she didn’t risk losing you on him?”
I am starting on the second martini. “I have skills” I answer.
Blair laughs, and clap’s her hands’.
 “What’s so funny?” I ask.
 “Nothing I am just picturing calling whatever ex-pat hang-out, and some answering the phone and screaming “A Bloke needs help with info on the Doctor!” them scrambling. “ Blair says with her light high-pitched laugh. Then adds’ don’t actually elucidate me on this, or anything I want to know I shouldn’t OK?”
 “”I promise Disney version. You’re exactly right I called Nigel at the Kings Head in that desert town, Jane knew the punter, and disliked him, so she happily gave me the information. She texted me links.

“I was present for about 3/4 of the scars. I know you better than, your mother; no I don’t sleep well.” I just look at her she dressed for me little black dress, stilettos’. She is always flawless. I am picturing her last week in my bed. Tan, toned, and licentious. Now she’s looking at photos of, “that woman. “Not thrilled with her boob job, and she needs to swim, or do Yoga like I said she’s not your type.””
 “I thought they were real in some sort of push-up,” I answer.
 “Please, you have seen more breasts, than, most gynaecologist. Oh yeah, you haven’t actually tested the goods. These old guys have. “ Blair says. She looks restless, and a bit nervous checking her phone, and touching up make-up.
 “Do you want to grab a bite?” I ask.
 “Not here,” Blair answers empathetically.
 “I sussing that, maybe we need to think about a place. Give me a moment I’ll be right back. I leave her and go to the loo where I can check messages. When. I walk out and Blair is chatting away, with Greek Tina. They give me a conspiratorial glance, as I return.
 Blair takes my hand and we walk to the car and inside asks, “Is Vietnamese good, and who’s Madison?”
“Yes, and friend I had a moment with,”  I answer.
“You know, Greek Tina gave me a blow by blow . You’re famous half the bar watched you two fuck in the back of the truck of some guy named Skinny Kenny, who isn’t skinny.  Apparently, Madison does a mean cowgirl. Lover, you haven’t seen anything yet. I get she’s 26, but I do Bikram yoga an hour 2 day’s a week, and run 3 days a week
I notice we are going to a drive-through Starbuck’s, before I can ask, Blair, says in her best sultry voice “ I don’t need food, and I need sugar and caffeine. I am your lunch.” She says in a low growly tone. She takes the caffeine shake and heads towards her house. A few blocks away from her house we stop and I lay down on the back seat. I stay there until the garage door is down.
I pop up she opens the door. I pull her towards me and kiss her softly, then desperately. I caress her quickly undressing her shimmies the little black dress over her head. and unto the concrete leaving her nude, but for heels. Her body is strong and lean, yet feminine She takes my hand leads to a door where there’s a large bath we walk through a closet then, past a vanity to a large sleigh bed.
 I push her into it and, quickly strip she is on all fours moaning like a cat in heat, with heel’s still on. She’s going for full effect. accentuating her long legs. I grab her by the hips and take her. She is ready and moans and growls as I enter her matching my every move. I caress her and nibble neck. , as I rub her clitoris, and gently pinch her nipples. She starts moving her hips rhythmically she screams a guttural growl. I watch her shudder, and arrive. I push her on her back. I kiss her and feel her sweaty body it feels so natural. We don’t need words touch says everything.  I am happy just being in the moment.
She pulls away, and says, “I am going to get us some Evian, and gets out of bed.  I watch her walk away one the great walks in western civilization, my mind is a perfectly blank, and I am enjoying the sensation.
She returns carrying a frosty liter bottle, I drink deeply. She lies next to me. I look at her body. Put the bottle down, and she wraps around me.
She asks,  “Can you sleepover?”
 “Can we feed my pack tonight, and how will Brad like that?” I answer.
Sure feeding pack, and Brad is out of town she says’ lays her head on my chest and is fast asleep.
I awake and extricate myself from the bed and walk into the shower. I adjust the water I close my eyes and let the water wash over me. I jerk around when Blair joins me. I kiss her, and take her in my arms kissing her. We wash each other wordlessly.  I don’t want to speak I just to be. I get out of the shower, towel off.
 Blair dresses I watch her at the vanity.  Her make-up sponges and brushes in front of her.  I appreciate the skill and care she puts into her appearance.  I climb back into my jeans, a T, a pair of chucks.  I have a much easier routine.   I brush my hair and teeth- I am ready.
“Let's go feed your pack.” Blair says, and I follow her she has jeans, high heeled espadrilles’ and a tight wife-beater. She looks sexy, beautiful, and effortless. In the garage, I lay down in the back seat until we get out of the surveillance zone.
 She asks me to join her upfront.
 “” You can’t do this with anyone else,” Blair says.
“What ride in the front seat.”? I answer laughing. She slaps at me.
“No, just be, as you put it. You need someone like that,” She answers.
“We have a wee bit of history, as I can remember the first time I saw you on the beach in a bikini,” I answer.
“That was Lana, my sister. You, remember her you dated and by a date I mean fucked first.”
“I think the statute of limitation has run on anything I did in my teens has expired,” I answer.
“No, there is a statute of limitations on murder, or  fucking my sister!” Blair says said.  Feigned indignation, and continues, “You don’t want me talking on either subject.”
We pull into my driveway the pack barks a greeting.  I get out Blair follows, me inside. I let the dogs in they swarm her she loves it, and I turn on music. I call the dogs out to the food.
 I come back in Blair is making cocktails. Pull her to me and kiss her hard. “Mon petit chou, let’s go to your place,” I said.”
C’est dans la poche, mon coeur” Blair answers walking to the door.
“Stop!” I said she halts and turns to me “Se dévêtir fille facile.” She smiles and starts a slow strip to “Gods and Monsters” first the top, firm breasts, tight stomach no tan lines. Grinding out of tight jeans, then a black thong again no tan lines blonde landing strip. Long strong legs she folds her clothes and begins a slow walk to her car. I flow that languid walk; my neighbours' are getting a quick glimpse of sex, pure sex a confident experienced woman. We drive her nude to
her house. In the dark, I merely duck into her lap fondling her legs kissing nibbling her thighs and vagina.
Once in the garage, I follow her to the kitchen. “Please, candles, ice, whip cream. “ I ask, and watch her retrieve requested items and we continue to the bedroom. Walking through her closet I recon scarves.  I the bedroom she kneels before me and undoes my jeans taking me into her mouth. I tap her, “bed” and she stands and walks over and pulls the comforter back and lies on the sheets. I tie her to bed and blindfold her. I grab an ice cube starts with her neck down to her breast down to her stomach light a candle let the wax drip on her nipples follow with ice.   I drip wax on her inner thighs again following with, ice. Fondling her clitoris her hips are rhythmically bucking, as she moans, and growls. I untie her and enter her. She wraps legs and arms around convulsing and screaming. I arrive inside her. She embraces me as I lay down lays her head on my chest, and says we have time and goes to sleep.  I slowly get out of bed rinse off. Go to the kitchen; bring a towel around my waist.  I find a litre of Evian, chug it, and sneak back in bed. She finds a spot under my arm, and let my mind go blank, slide into sleep.
I wale up she is on top of me facing away riding me in heels holding her ankles. Blair is giving me the full porn star treatment; moaning and growling. I embrace her nibbling her neck.  Fondling her breast music is blaring “Surrender but don’t give yourself away.” I arrive she slows and stops.
 “So did your teenager top that?” Blair asks.  Standing next to me.
“That was exceptional, for a woman of a certain age,” I say pulling the pillow over me laughing as she punches the pillow
I need to get you home, where is this going Blair asks, ducking into the shower.
I follow her into the shower, and say “Blair how about, as always let’s just be.”
With a wet face, she kisses and holds me and says, “just be, I am so good with that, and us.