matter-11.02.20

I matter?

it could be some odd hallucination

Hallucination: are vivid, substantial, and are perceived to be located in external objective space. 2)to perceive what is not

everyday

same

her

Words 

like bullets

deep under my skin

Matter: physical substance in general, as distinct from mind and spirit 2) meaning to be found in words or events 3) to make a difference or consequence

I think I used to matter