Kicking-26.06.21

realised

at start 

how

It ends

you’re 

always

disintegration

China White: a pale, neutral 2) a white powder and the most refined V of skag

China White

dark fantasies

obsessions

made flesh

Kicking: to quitting skag cold turkey, because of the muscle spasms during the first 36 hours

kicking

Cold sweat

Nausea

convulsions

NyQuil: liquid cold medicine 2) chugging a bottle will postpone getting junk sick 

NyQuil, 

tossing her hair 

lick king her lips

walk that makes promises

entering in the vacuum of my gaze

Kicking