Desperately-18.01.22

I don’t why this desperation creeps over me

Some strange lights

Pull me in

seeking

Darkness

Dreams come from dark places

Desperation: very sad and upset because of having little or no hope: feeling or showing despair

Love pink spiders come and go (Slovakian rites of passage)

I wake up on my own

Desperately in search

Of a fix

Something   strong anything before I come down cyanide, skag, Fenty, weak distillations of what we need

Desperately in search of sanctuary]

shelter from-

the absurdity of being

he existential storms

10,000 bullets addressed to resident

desperately laughing lunatic

desperately ravenous(connexion, and friction)

Desperately in search of muse

she alone is the blessed among women